Sunday, 27 November 2011

I Take My Dreams Seriously

So, last night I had a dream. What bothers me is that I sort of had the same dream before.
It was a group swimming and I was with my “friends.” I had no idea who they were. They weren’t part of my real life. I just knew that we were friends (in my dreams, at least). So anyway, we went to the beach. In the first dream, I didn’t swim. It was as if I was scared with the water. I could see the current and I was too scared to jump in. I just sat by the seashore, made myself a little wet by playing with the small waves that rushed to me, and watched as my friends enjoyed the water. However, with the same setting in my dream last night, I plunged right it. I was floating… My mind was adrift… I let the current take me… After a few minutes of losing myself, I realized I was already in the middle of the ocean. I panicked. I rushed back to the shore…

I searched THIS SITE for the meanings, and voila! They fit.

* To dream that you are swimming suggests that you are exploring aspects of your unconscious mind and emotions. The dream may be a sign that you are seeking some sort of emotional support. It is a common dream image for people going through therapy.

* To see the sea in your dream represents your unconscious and the transition between your unconscious and conscious. As with all water symbols, it also represents your emotions.

Saturday, 26 November 2011

A Thousand Playcount

I’m not a fan of Breaking Dawn, to begin with. I don’t think RPattzz is as gorgeous as hell, or Taylor Lautner’s sizzling hot… and I’m not being sarcastic. I’ve read the whole saga (Twilight, New Moon, Eclipse, Breaking Dawn) out of sheer curiosity. I’ve watched all three movies and I’m still planning to watch the last two. But I’m not a fan. I swear it was out of curiosity and/or mediocrity; I’m not a fan. Hehe. I even thought I am more imaginative than the author. Kidding. But. I love Kristen Stewart with my whole heart and I can’t miss any of her movies! I don’t care about what people say. I know she has a sweet smile, so for those who says she doesn’t even smile, get a life.

Someone from Baguio tweeted or posted on FB that Christina Perri’s A Thousand Years that is included in Breaking Dawn’s OST was superb or something, so I watched it on YouTube, wasn’t let down, downloaded the whole album from KickAss Torrents and then listened to the song for about four hours, straight. Whew. I instantly fell in love with it! I guess it’s because I kinda fancy Christina Perri, too. Hehe.

Moving on… Ken and I were crashing the mall earlier today and passed by the cinemas when they were playing the song! Talk about timing and coincidences… The song was already halfway when we caught it so we waited for it to start again. I told him it’s our theme song from now on. *wink*

Check out the music video of the song with clips from the movie, Breaking Dawn. Yay!

I can’t wait to watch Breaking Dawn! Again, it’s solely because of the stunning Kristen Stewart. ♥

Sunday, 20 November 2011

My Job Haunting Experience

Yeah, it was sort of haunting.

On Thursday, November 17, Xang and I decided to go to UP-Ayala Techno Hub to look for work. My mom’s patient who works in HSBC told us to apply.

Xang arrived at my place at around 9.30am. I hadn’t taken a bath yet when she came so she had to wait for me for at least an hour before we could leave for TH. We went to SC first to buy some things and prepare ourselves for the so-called job interview(s) that we’d be dealing with. At this point, Ken had been texting me that he’s arrived at Techno Hub already and was waiting for us at Ministop.

Now to my dismay, I left my ID at home. Dang. It didn’t occur to me that I would be needing it. Hehe. It’s a good thing Ken was with us to save the day. He went to my place and then asked my mom for the ID. While we were waiting for Ken, Xang and I decided to hang out at Ministop. A few seconds passed and then some girl from Teletech approached us and asked if we were applying for jobs and if we could go with her for a while.

Since we went there not to waste time, we said okay to the girl and went with her inside Teletech. To make the story short, applying in Teletech didn’t push through. I enjoyed munching on their free Pizza, though. Yum!

At around lunchtime, Xang, Ken and I went to HSBC. I texted my mom’s patient but she wasn’t replying so we just got on with the application without any guidance or help from her.

I passed the initial interview via phone but failed their super hirap na exam. Gaddemit. While I was answering it, I feel like what I was reading was a language that is beyond this world. I wasn’t really prepared for it. I was completely lost in the first part of the exam. The next two parts were easy though, even if my seatmate kept on asking me questions and distracting me. Ugh. Since I wasn’t very sure about the first part, they call it Buplas btw, I knew then that I might not be hired. It was kinda heartbreaking, but not really. At least next time, I already know what to review on. Heehee.

When the guy there confirmed that I failed the first of three parts of the exam, I was kinda disappointed with myself. Well, yeah, it was technically the first job interview for me. But still… I despise being rejected, really. It’s too much for my proud self. Heehee. Good thing, though, Ken was there to hold me. After the guy at the reception desk dismissed us, I asked for Ken immediately and then hugged him. The day was very tiring; I wouldn’t have survived it without his loving and supporting self. Upon leaving HSBC, we ate our hearts out in KFC. Hehe. It seemed like a celebration or a blowout even if I wasn’t hired. Lol. Or we were just that hungry! :*

I was really kinda disappointed by not getting the job, but it was quite an experience. And Ken made it super worthwhile, yay! I know he’d be there for me no matter what. He already proved that.