Sunday, 19 August 2012

Missing Photos

Haaaayy. Unfortunately, all photos I posted on this blog disappeared when I deleted my original and first ever Google account. Sucks. Haayy... Since I'm too lazy to edit the posts with the missing pictures, I'll just leave them that way. But I'll take time to replace the special posts with meaningful photos. I'll just have to check them one by one and decide which pictures to restore. Epal.

Wednesday, 1 August 2012

Am I growing up or just going down?

Probably going down… in circles.

“You say you need someone.
Well, everybody does. I’m no different than you; I just believe what I do.
You point your finger at everyone but yourself
and blame the ones that you love...”

My life’s a big fucked up cycle filled with stupid fucked up habits I can’t seem to break. I can only be who I am, I know, but I don’t like who I am anymore. No matter what I do, I’m still in this fucked up place I’ve been trying so hard to get away from.

I need to pull my shit together (again) and focus on the more important things in life other than myself. I can’t mold the world and pattern it to my own reality and desire. I know some people who have done that and ended up either on the grave or in a mental institution.

“What do I stand for? Most nights I don’t know anymore.”

I need to walk these talks and depend on myself and really, really pull my shit together seriously. I’m pretty sure there’ll be no bright future for me if I didn’t act on it now.

Psshh. Easier said than done. As always.