Probably going down… in circles.
“You say you need someone.
Well, everybody does. I’m no different than you; I just believe what I do.
You point your finger at everyone but yourself
and blame the ones that you love...”
My life’s a big fucked up cycle filled with stupid fucked up habits I can’t seem to break. I can only be who I am, I know, but I don’t like who I am anymore. No matter what I do, I’m still in this fucked up place I’ve been trying so hard to get away from.
I need to pull my shit together (again) and focus on the more important things in life other than myself. I can’t mold the world and pattern it to my own reality and desire. I know some people who have done that and ended up either on the grave or in a mental institution.
“What do I stand for? Most nights I don’t know anymore.”
I need to walk these talks and depend on myself and really, really pull my shit together seriously. I’m pretty sure there’ll be no bright future for me if I didn’t act on it now.
Psshh. Easier said than done. As always.