Wondered what my life would be like if I didn't get pregnant and give birth. What would my weekend feel like.. Maybe. Just maybe. I would be outside with my friends, wasting money I'd get from working. But then I thought about my work on HRDO and how much I was bored from working. I'd probably quit working there even if I didn't pregnant. My weekends would just be like now. Staying at home, hanging out with Ken.
I realized... This situation is where I am supposed to be. Whatever happened was meant to happen. And wouldn't have it any other way. Even if I miss being free and being able to do whatever I want and go wherever I go anytime, I know in my heart I would never ever trade Kaela for those things. She's the greatest. And I'm meant to have her, love her and take care for her. Together we'd face life's pleasures. And then nothing else would be more beautiful and satisfying than that.